I'm not a girl not yet a woman

"I'm not a girl, not yet a woman
All I need is time
A moment that is mine
While I'm in between
I'm not a girl

There is no need to protect me
It's time that I
Learn to face up to this on my own
I've seen much more than you know now
So don't tell me to shut my eyes "

hey! i'm not a girl but not yet a woman. okay let me explain the statement. i'm not a girl anymore,i'm not a children and no need the playhood such as candies,baloons,dolls. i'm not a little girl which is easy to cry. i'm a TEENAGER i used to think that i want to have fun. JUST HAVE FUN. and own my own life. i just want to free. labile? that's right. admit that sometimes,when we were teenager,we became so selfish. we just want to be ourself. sometimes we changed our mood to become 'themself'. does the teenager look weird? NO IT DOESN'T. and well,but not yet a woman. i'm not a carrier woman. i haven't think my life too serious. i'm not thinking how my life will go on in the future,i'm just here. and live my life. being a teenager. i think it was really fantastic. i'm 15 years old now. going 16 and finally i'll reach my 17. but hey i'm aletha whenever and wherever i've been. imma still their daughter for my parents.
their little girl,that can't be change :')

Mymp - Miss You

Everyday and every night, this feeling I'd fight
Try as I might but I won't win, I surrender, I'd die
You are winning here alright


Every morning when the sun would shine on me
I'd flash a smile but deep inside
I feel so sad and lonely
I need you here and now

I miss you
It's crazy to pretend that I don't think of you
The more this feeling just seems to grow and grow

I miss you
Oh how much longer can I hold on to
Maybe you can come and tell me that you miss me too

Miss you?

All I want is for this love to last forever
You walked away, never came back, oh I tried to recover
I can't bear it boy alright

When I hear a song that we had used to share
I'll try as I might to hide the tears, and when the pain is over
I'll wish that you are near

I miss you
It's crazy to pretend that I don't think of you
The more this feeling just seems to grow and grow
I miss you
Oh how much longer can I hold on to
Maybe you can come and tell me that you miss me too

Miss you?

well. i don't know whatosay. i miss you. that's all i do everyday. and that's all i know. how can i let you go if my heart keep reminds me of you. i've tried so hard to understand the condition and tried so hard to move on but to be honest i can't without you. how can i let you go if you always driving me so crazy? around 1 year 6 months,hopeless. i miss you but you never would stay...please hear me. cause u don't understand how hurt it was.i hope you understand....
i felt so excited,when this morning i got a message from you. you asked me to wake up :') i'm happy cause you did it to me. you still remember me. please stay remember me,stay with me. because until the day i die,i spill my heart for YOU.

sekian lama. FINALLY!!

HALO SEMUA????? *KRIK KRIK*
ya kembali lagi denganku yang empunya blog ini :) Aletha Ayu Merpati yak. sekian lama,lupa password blog sendiri eh td pas iseng buka blog orang ternyata masih ke sign in hehe -_-v
oke mudah2an sampe kapanpun, gak ke sign out. soalnya sekali ke sign out ya bubaran,gak tau passwordnya apa -_- haha skg aku udah duduk di bangku kelas X di SMAN 38 Jakarta. ya soalnya waktu gue bikij blog ini kan jaman2 smp gitu. msh di SMP Marsudirini. Dengan dibukanya blog ini lagi, semoga gue bisa nulis apa aja di sini. dr apa yang gua alamin dan rasain. tp masih gaptek bgt. gangerti apa2 -_- soalnya kan terakhir buka blog pas smp, itu jg msh sederhana bgt. Yaudah deh kita bertemu lg di postingn berikutnya. ini cuma beginning aja kok :D babaaay