My pray for him

God,I don't know what to say..
I don't know what to do..
What should i do..
What should i do to make it real..
I just don't know what kind of feeling like this..
Just too scared to know the truth..
Yes,sometimes...the truth hurts
I've been afraid all day
The things that make me afraid all day.....SUDDENLY HAPPENED. Just now.
God :'''(

am I falling in love?

"Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I've just got to know

Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?

Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
'Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin' away"

okay that's just a lyric from David Archuleta - Crush
God, why does this song remain me about someone? am I falling in love?
Let me tell you the truth.. I feel like I'm losing my mind. It's kinda weird.
They told me that i was changing lately.
I don't know why i felt weird with myself too. maybe I'm falling in love with this guy,but why do i keep running from the truth?
I got jealousy if there was a girl who tried to care on this guy

What is this? Is this what we called 'fall in love'?